You know why its hard to be happy? because you find it hard to let go of things that make you sad
you know that feeling? when you are just waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed, just let everything out that you kept in all day.
That feeling of desperation..you ere tired. tired of everything,tired of nothing, you just want someone to be there and tell you its okay. but none is gone be there. you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. but you are tired, tired of being strong. for once you just want it to be easy. to be simple. to be helped. to be saved..
but you know you wont be. but you are still hoping, still wishing, and you are staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes, you are strong